I don't want to be a person who relied on this family. I've not been able to. there are still many things I want to achieve in my life. Stress, this feeling's really hard to explain. I certainly never want in this situation. can I breathe? I'm here trying to change my life to be happy. So, why them? People who I call family always blow it. always made me falling down. Always ruin my dreams. Always let me suffer deeply